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Ruby!  

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  • Deviant since Sep 18, 2003, 11:47 AM
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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu May 17, 2007, 12:05 AM
I see there's a distance in your eyes
Julia
Can I even reach you if I try
Or is this goodbye
Fefe Dobson, "Julia"

I am a girl. I've lived with this knowledge ever since I started preferring skirts to trousers. I've got the ridiculous maternal need to "fix" people, which results in my being irreparably drawn to people who are overtly flawed, or who have built gigantic barriers around themselves. I get this passion, this drive for these people that I've never gotten for anyone who really had their shit straight. I stayed in an emotionally destructive relationship with Aaron for months even though I knew I was sick for putting up with it- I still hoped I could be the one to change everything for someone who hated himself so much. I continuously have these clingy friendships with girls who drink too much, pierce themselves, cut themselves, use sex to try and bandage their loneliness... or funny, one-sided friendships with people who've moved past the idea of being friends with me. I cling to the idea of being someone's fucking tonic. It's a disgusting realization I came upon. It results in me pining over the ones who will never allow someone to save them, the ones who will have to either save themselves or overdose, and the ones who'd laugh at the idea that I could save someone. Hell, I laugh at that myself.

  • Mood: Gloomy

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Interests: anime, manga, writing, reading, gothic lolita, jrock, bl, yuri, drawing
  • Favourite band or musician: Otep
  • Favourite artist: Junko Mizuno, Alphonse Mucha, Range Murata
  • MP3 player of choice: Lyra-chan
  • Favourite game: Neverwinter Nights; Disgaea; Friends of Mineral Town
  • Favourite gaming platform: GBA, PS2
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, paper, imagination

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Devious Comments

!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 3:10:41 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
*NubileNinjaNymph:iconNubileNinjaNymph: Aug 6, 2007, 5:34:45 AM
Thanking you kindly for the fave! :bow:

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Tyrell: "Also extraordinary things, revel in your time."
Batty: "Nothing the God of Bio-mechanics wouldn't put you in heaven for."

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~ANDEEchan:iconANDEEchan: Jun 19, 2007, 3:57:22 PM
hello! thanks for the favsss ^^

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.take it easy babe... take it as it comes.
~attaC:iconattaC: Jun 14, 2007, 2:17:14 PM
Yay! Thank you so much for the :+fav:!!

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> Go FAQ yourself!
>> Choose your own path in life: seme/uke?
>>> "SasuNaru is so common it's practically hetero!"
~xiaa:iconxiaa: Jun 5, 2007, 8:33:25 PM
thank you for the fav! :heart:
~CottonCandyFloss:iconCottonCandyFloss: May 20, 2007, 11:52:12 PM
Many thanks for adding me to your friends! :heart:

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...still cries at a good film, still kisses with saliva...
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~CottonCandyFloss:iconCottonCandyFloss: Feb 22, 2007, 4:24:59 PM
what a beautiful name! i love your gallery, do you mind if i watch you?

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...still cries at a good film, still kisses with saliva...
*Kizziesama:iconKizziesama: Nov 3, 2006, 6:52:49 PM
thank you very much for the fav :)

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*Pik Pik*
~Netdragon130:iconNetdragon130: Oct 5, 2005, 12:10:50 PM
hey! im a random *commentor :)
you hath been randomly commented upon :)

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_Linus_

master of the eternally
~SushiLuvZombie:iconSushiLuvZombie: Oct 3, 2005, 7:03:01 PM
shanky shanky shanky for the watch
~zeloco:iconzeloco: Sep 6, 2005, 9:26:43 AM
<3 thankies ^^

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I married myself and I'm very happy together with ~piekna :D
~oz-haver:iconoz-haver: May 31, 2005, 12:41:23 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: =D

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With my head in the clouds & my eyes on the ground,
even though I stumble I never fall down:
that is the öz way. :bored:
*Ladybright:iconLadybright: May 14, 2005, 2:39:23 PM
:hug: We SHOULD talk some time... Do you still have my number? Or do you use Yahoo Messenger?

:ninjaplot:
~QuartzFire:iconQuartzFire: May 12, 2005, 3:47:43 PM
:cling: helooo! been ages since we talked! :hug:

:evillaugh: I now stalkin yas^^

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I mispell alot, deal with it! :P
whats the point to this again? :confused:
~AniKawashima:iconAniKawashima: Jul 15, 2004, 8:04:01 AM
:3 Thanks for the watch! :D

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"Do not follow where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." ~ Sir Ralph Waldo Emerson
~SpiralSea17:iconSpiralSea17: Jul 2, 2004, 12:40:54 AM
THanks so much for the +friends add! :hug:
You've got some very nice drawings in your gallery. :heart:
~massive-destruction:iconmassive-destruction: Jun 15, 2004, 7:34:39 PM
Thanks for the watch..and on 100+ hits :D Draw more please!
*iruka-loves-kakashi:iconiruka-loves-kakashi: May 30, 2004, 2:48:31 AM
sankyuu fer weatch!!! :heart:

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Nie jestem z Polski, jestem z Kaczogrodu D:

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B0Rn to Draw P0Rn *4*
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ヅラじゃない桂だ!!!!!
`peskaa:iconpeskaa: May 25, 2004, 1:40:44 AM
Hello there. :aww:

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:lol: "your poetry is deep as the ocean. It makes me want to rite better." !wretchTard
~rowanberry:iconrowanberry: May 20, 2004, 8:02:16 PM
Thanks so much for the devwatch ^_^ :heart:
~Isucklikehell:iconIsucklikehell: May 11, 2004, 10:09:30 PM
YOU DRAW GOOD =D

and wen i do caps i mean it..
i shall.. stalk u.....

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Your face, made me stop believing in GOD
~colorific:iconcolorific: May 6, 2004, 8:05:11 PM
hello ^-^

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Review MY ART!!!!
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